back with a lil updates..

my family sintua is just over.. 7th month is almost over also.. pheww..

this few days, i've been feeling very sad n confused..

over the way u treat mi, ur hot n cold treatments..

why? when is is ur fault u can assume it was mine? and why u pretended u dunno mi when i saw u at downstairs and hurried off wif ur frens.. i tabao-ed ur fav food and threw them all away.. i am ur GF, not any other stranger out there!! Do u noe the feeling? Do u noe it HURTS seriously???

i want u to get this fact right. Those 2 are not my kids! i have my freedom to go out and i do not need to stay home be a old-hag and look after them.. it is not my responsibility.. it should be their mum's!

why they can all be bz wif work and throw the kids alone at home and wash their hands off the kids? i also have a job and i am also BUSY! i have been looking after them all along, every nite when there is no one home.. i feed them dinner, bathe them, put them to bed.. i have been helping alot all this while.. instead of any appeciation from u, i am natuarally the first u all think of when the maid runs away!! Do i have to give up my job and look after them?? den why not u all sacrifice ur job???

Am i wrong to inform you earlier that i wanna go out and dun wanna look after them???? i haven been going out for months, mind you! you dun bring mi out anymore and i have been quiet all the times! All the time u have, u spend it with your frens and frens!!!

arghh.. speaking bout u makes my blood boil.. JUST DUN TAKE ME FOR GRANTED!!

u did a thousand, a hundred of wrong things! Each time i forgave u, i TRIED to forget.. but days after, i found out another thing u've been hiding from mi..

i dunno why am i so stupid to stick to u after all.. i thought u would REALLY change for the better after that torturous 4 months.. yes, i was WRONG.. i think too much.... those letters, those words, those promises are all BULLSHIT!!