Friday, May 29, 2009 10:03 AM
ppl keep think we're loving.. i tink likewise.
i feel they have bad judgement.. very bad! GOT IT??
our ship is on the rocks, shaky n collapsing any moment..no sense of security on this ship anymore..
u hurl verbal abuses at mi everyday.. u scream at mi when i juz call u to ask whether u had taken ur dinner, or ask wad u doing.. WHY I DUN SEE U SCREAMING AT UR DOG FRENS??
like i mentioned, at wrk, during weekends, im single n available.. cause my bf dun even call mi or tell mi where he's going, wad he's doing!! i'm like a stupid fool waiting every weekend for him to tell mi he's going out den i have to call all my frens up n search for a tiu to go at the very last min.. THAT"S IT..
even u're not working today, u dun farking bother to inform mi.. end up i bomb u up, u scream at mi again for waking u up and u no need to work today! HOW THE FARK WILL I KNOW U HAVE WORK ANOT!! u WANTED MI TO WAKE U UP EVERY MORNING DE LEH!!!!
it's so UNFAIR unfair UNFAIR..
in wad ways am i uncomparable to ur DOG FRENS???
now i'll just stick to my own perception, jurong=single, work=single, weekends=single.. (but it feels like im single everyday) HAIS
every morning i wake u up countless time, prepare ur boxer, towel, clothes, wallet, keys, bags, files for u everything lay out neatly for fear u will be late.. u nv once say a thank you.. i tink i am too free, free till waste my time do stupid tings.. like that morning, u wanted mi to drop the cheque for u.. i say i will try my best to go somewhere for lunch with bank de because i dunno where my lunch group will be going wad.. u bloody farking SCREAM n SHOUT AT MI.. WTF did i do wrong sia? i din say i wun help u, i told u i will try to persuade them go to somewhere wif bank leh.. got wrong meh??
and for the whole day, u act like i did something damn wrong, and shout and hang the phone whenever i call..
yah.. there are ppl who will side wif mi, or side wif u.. they may think im making up stories. wadever den, i dun give a fark damn care.. i myself know it deep down.. ur existence is impt to mi, yet im of junk to u..
i sense my attention headaches and stress coming back soon..
