Wednesday, March 04, 2009 11:01 AM
long time since i last blogged..
its amzaing how things can happen suddenly..
when u wake up, u always realize something big/small has happened..
just like sunday morning.. woke up to find out zx, andy's childhood mate has commit suicide.. just gone suddenly when he was still out with andy the previous night.. u're just 17 going on to 18.. u've yet to enter the many challenging chapters of life, u've yet to experience man-hood and romance, not to say NS..
hais.. the funeral was indeed quiet, seeing zx's mum crying loudly, a very devasted moment.. seeing her point to the coffin, look that's my boy!! my heart really went out to her..
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my xiaobai has recovered.. but his body is still injured ith scars.. nvm, money will heal u in time!
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i've decided to activate back my line this coming weekend.. hope this task is completed soon! sad to say my hp, just bought for barely a month.. has to be lock-up for so so so so so long, i dun even noe when can i see it again.. when it's out, it wun be value for $$ anymore.. but on the other hand, i dun wan things to be settled so fast.. cuz i'm afraid to hear the final say.. i hate to imagine wad will come next.. just pray hard for u and u to be fine, and mi, to get my hp back too..
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1 more month to exam, 2 more lessons for each module.. how? out of 10 lessons, 3hr per lesson, i've onli been to like 8hrs for each module? pathetic right? i'm getting out of hand.. someone pull mi back to earth.. jolt mi back to my senses!!
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my attitude, i can say is bad.. but it does not goes to show i throw my temper as n when i like it.. i throw it at times, but u do not noe the reason behind it.. dun assume and base on wad people say.. ASK MI,and u will know why.. i dare to throw my temper, of cuz i have my reasons.. i will not be afraid to tell u if im not wrong.. i hate the way u go ard telling ppl my attitude and temper.. they listen and have a bad impression of mi..
but they do not know the FACT that u forbid mi to do this and that, but u actually can do it!! tell mi, who on earth will not flare up? sure will have this tinking why u can i cannot? who are u to forbid mi then!! yeah, that's why everything happens for a reason!!!
meimei pushed the chair with 3 cups of fruit punch, i of cuz ehh meimei dun push the chair! u scold mi for wad fark!! i dare to BET with my LIVE, my entire savings, my house, my everyting, u SURE SURE treat mi like a maid,ask mi go take cloth and wipe leh.. instead of being a maid when it happens, cant i warn meimei not to do that first?? ur mouth talks like free, cuz u do nothing at all.. u just command WAD.. but people do LEH.. ppl do feel tired de ok.. everytime do n do n do.. not even a THANK YOU or PLEASE leh..
HAIS.. its been 2 YEARS.. 2 bloody FARKING YEARS, and i still feel that way.. 2 YEARS and u're not changing a bit!! HAIS.. i realli wonder how long can i tahan u..
when i start venting, i feel like venting everyyythinggg down.. but......... u u u u u u u u u u u will kpkb mi for blogging everything out.. HAIS. am i even a human??
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recently weather bad bad.. do drink more water and take good care..
frens, life is short.. enjoy it to the max.. do and dun regret!
signing off,
rongiee
