Thursday, November 20, 2008 3:38 PM
WAH, so envy miss tomato lor, suddenly last min get to go thailand with yw!! can go shop till crazy.. how i wish i can oso go.. envy si le !!
now both of my eyes is red and swollen, i keep dozing off in office.. boss is on leave, i have nth to do, no more website to surf.. nobody update blog de. sian arh!! tonight after wrk, i shall go see doc take duromine and eye drops and MC~
finally its fri tml, i get to meet my biboo! 1 week onli get to see him 3 days, like not enough lor.. too bad, he dun allow mi weekdays go!!! =(
my missy cheryl was talking on the phone wif mi last night.. haii, i noe how u're feeling ger.. dun cry anymore.. deep in ur heart, u urself know the exact truth.. dun cling on to the past anymore.. move on! and u can definately lead a better life without him.. wif ur new environment, new job, new colleagues and single life, u'll learn to enjoy every moment!!
ya ya, we gers can nv absorb any other advice or comments when we are stuck in our own perceptions and thinking.. i was like this last month too.. no matter how many ppl talk to mi, i cant listen in.. and i still stuck to my own tinking, hoping for time to turn back, heart to change back.. torturing ourself was definately a way to make ourself feel better, taking pills, starving to death, drinking, crying endlessly and of cuz thoughts of dying.. all we could think of.. maybe to make him pity us and show us that teeny bit of care and concern..
but if he really hack care, mayb u shld change ur tinkings.. this wun do.. be strong, force urself to smile, occupy urself and go out and enjoy all u can..
my DEAR ger! u can do it.. u know i'll acc u do all the wild things u wan.. drink all the hell we wan ok.. most of all, be strong, u're skinny enough.. dun starve urself.. eat more and make urself look GOOD.. show him u're doing way more better without him..
call mi when u're ready to meet mi out to play ok.. love ya ger!!
im damn bored..
Q: Are you sexually active?
A: No, I just lie there..
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Q: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all?
A: Yes.
Q: And in what ways does it affect your memory?
A: I forget..
Q: You forget. Can you give us an example of something that you've forgotten?
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Q: All your responses must be oral, OK? What school did you go to?
A: Oral.
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