Friday, November 21, 2008 12:16 AM
i hate everything that is happening!
how could any bf not wanna mit his gf? how can any bf reject his gf to mit up? how could any bf refuse to talk to his gf on the phone? HOW COULD ANY BF says HIS HP NOT USER FRIENDLY and nv nv nv nv nv msg his GF at all!!
i just request him to talk to mi everynight for awhile.. because i cant see him! is it very difficult? he says im controlling him even when he's at hm!! den wad about every night u lied to mi say u very tired wan slp but instead u dunno do wad tings till dawn den slp?? OR DID U LIE JUST TO RUN OUT?
who can tolerate all this??
and i've been tolerating it for months.. it time for mi to go BONKERS.. im damn FED-UP!
i visited the doc today.. he says i have high blood pressure.. he gave mi fat burners and duromine.. 1 mth later have to go back to check my blood pressure.. and most impt, not to let the blood pressure go higher, i MUST quit SMOKING..
hais.. told him bout it.. he dun seems to care.. i told him the many side effects of the medicines.. he dun seem to hear a thing..
my temper will be very bad, will have insomnia, heartbeat will be faster.. will need to drink alot of water.. instead, when i lose my temper just now, he says he's sick and tired of mi..
i have alot more unhappiness to blog about.. wait till i reach hm.. am going out now!