Thursday, October 30, 2008 11:54 PM
ok, b4 i forget.. faster blog down first..
thanks june for the piggy to cheer mi up..
thanks june's ym tt day for the kiddy burger n drinks at imm last wk..
thanks pam for hugging mi when i was crying
thanks qiqi for being steady n gg fly wif mi
thanks agnes n rena for acc mi on tt special his bday..
thanks calvyn koror n irene for the short nite out and acc mi buy pressie n eating frog at geylang
thanks to yanniie for the constant sms to wake mi up frm reality and the calls to talk to mi when i was sad..
thanks temple guys, beh, di, wy, hai and everyone.. for the care n concern at dragonfly
wy, i know u very angry mi now.. hais, but u gotta stand in my shoes and think.. i realli realli just wanan forget everything.. i so many days nv eat much, drink oso no use, will vomit out.. dun angry le lah.. i know u are a steady and gd fren.. and i realli thank you alot..
ade, i'm not avoiding u.. in fact, i've been avoiding alot of ppl.. i cant pick myself up.. and im realli in the dumps.. all i can think of is how to solve my own pro.. losing him is a very big deal to mi and i am not so free to go contact ur bf to tell him about ur things..
stef, sorry i couldn't attend ur bday celebration.. hope u had a great day.. rem we'll mit up for ade's bday and mine n yenling.. haha.. so many more days to go.. rem our xchange!
okies, a lil bit of updates to make u guys ot so worried..
mi n him- we are fine.. or rather to say.. abit ok liao.. but still quarreling.. i can say im very possessive and paranoid now.. every phone calls and sms, i will ask and he's hating it alot.. yes, i know i shouldn't do it.. but i cant stop myself from doing it !! i sense him keeping a distance from mi, as we're not hugging, not kissing or even sleeping together!! arghh.. very very sad.. i realli do hope he will spend more time with mi instead of ................................... and control his temper and attitude..
for his bday.. he arh, maybe is sensitive enough to sense mi feeling sad for the whole day.. cu we did not cut the cake i bought, we did not do anything, just slp the whole day.. and at nite, after his wrk ard 11.35, he suddenly say wan eat peppery western.. ok lah, maybe it was juz nearby and he suddenly got craving..
nd we went to eat lor.. he atmosphere quite romantic.. got candle, but the boss nv light it lor!! tmd, halfway thru eating, i type a long long sms and he angry, tot i sms who.. den at 12am sharp.. i send him the sms.. at least i get to spend the last few hrs or ur bday wif u.. muhahaha..
i noe im having silly thoughts.. but once again, i cant control lor!
yeah, i have ppics to upload, but my phone spoil.. haha! wad pics oso have, onli no pics of mi n him.. cuz he say hair ugly.. sad lah.. we gg 1 yr nv take pic le.. any couple can break our record???
come challenge okk..ok, now he is currently a fan of caiwei.com.. ytd hor, i caught him going in her blog at least 4 times lor.. walao eh, not a fan of yummy-queen still see other gers huh! =pPp
the boy whom caught my heart.. deeply in love with him..

O'levels are finishing...
JUNEE!! go where play?? faster contact mi leh.. always call u no ans sia.. i saw today's maths paper 2 liao.. wah damn chimm.. u know how to do anot??
tml is halloween!! i feel like going the night safari leh.. heard alot ppl say scary and fun! sian.. nobody offered.....................................