Friday, October 24, 2008 9:12 AM
JUNE!!
i read ur blog hor, i dunno wan to luff or feel happy leh!
same as my blog, ytd my colleague read my blog oso dunno wan luff or dun luff..
i break record le lah, ytd nite i nv cry at all when i reach hm till now..
today will remain a mystery..
haha.. ur tt "YOU" just purposely making u angry de lah.. hack care him ok..
den nxt time yannie use private number call u how ?
i hor, anticipating for priv number to call mi, yet u hate priv number to call!
divert all to mi lah!
u so long nv mit us liao, when are u free man!-------------------------------------------------
hmmm, ya as u all can read, i did not cry last nite..
just lie on my bed and think of every possible reason and den i fell aslp..
everyday, i eat less den a meal during lunchtime and tt can last mi for 1 day lor.. POWERFUL right?
kelly just gave mi 2 digestive biscuit, jo gave mi cadburry hot choco.. and after 2 bites, i have no appetite!
is this symptoms tt ppl have been telling mi? will i really succeed?
all it needs is time to prove everything.. all is takes is courage to overcome it.. all i need is activity to forget him.. all in all, its like impossible to forget the memories.. HAIS
today is fri, the day i've been dreading the most.. i woke up feeling a sense of lonliness.. i carried the bag he bought for mi, wore the watch he gave mi, sprayed the perfume he bought on valentines.. i couldn't feel any sense of happiness at all alr..
in the past, whenever i carried the bag he gave mi, i will always feel that it's the most precious bag in the world, hoping ppl would notice it and i would announce proudly its a gift from him.. when ppl saw the watch he brought and say its nice, i will announce proudly and say this watch is airflown from other country to mi, cuz spore OOS and other countries dun repair it anymore cuz its a 2nd exact same watch i had previously.. when ppl say my perfume smells so nice, i will say of cuz nice lah, my bf buy de leh!
hais, i tot back to last wk, we were eating supper and u asked mi guess wad u would give mi on my bday, i guess it right on the spot and u were stunned.. u told mi i was the onli one who could guess wad u wan, know wad u like and know how u feel..
looking back, u dunno waad i wan, wad i like and how i feel..
im greatly crashed to bits by u.. this impact might be too big to change mi forever.. i dunno how and wad will i become of.. but i can sense the old mi which u totally hated hunting mi back..
here, i thank u for asking the old Wong Li Rong to visit mi ok..
