Thursday, October 23, 2008 9:07 AM
i so wanted to stop crying.. even now in office, im sitting in the corner wiping my tears away
i realli miss him
but god has taken him away
god din wait for us to get married and have kids
god sent him high up on a mission
as i unpacked my clothes,
the smell lingers
this was the fresh and clean smell i used to love on ur clothes
as i walked to the coffeeshop,
i saw the ice milo u used to pester mi to buy
as i walked pass mac, i saw ppl eating ur fav burger
as i looked at the calender,
i saw the date of this sat,
YES, our monthsary
and nxt wed, ur bday
how i wish n wished we could have a mini celebration,
just the 2 of us
like how u celebrated wif mi last yr
how u suprised mi
i doubt so now
long ago when u had a change of heart, u told mi u dun wanna celebrate wif mi
u told mi u wan go pub wif ur frens
and i nv expected the pub to become ur hangout and the start of ur fling
im very angry
why did u leave without informing mi
why din i see u longer
hug u longer, kiss u longer few days back b4 u left
did u left mi wif regret?
did u shout for mi?
did u cum visit mi like u used to do?
did u wait beside my bed silently in the morning till i wake up?
i just wan to know the truth....
i wan to know why did u change..
in where am i not better off then tt cheap ger
i save and work hard for our future, to make ends meet every mth
yet u wrk n spend hard on that ger
HAIS