Wednesday, October 22, 2008 9:47 AM
i guess its realli over..
no way can i accept a bf to treat mi like this..
its not im controling u.. i am not.. and my popping over ur place is merely purely out of true concern.. cuz u were sick, cuz u say u feeling terrible.. cuz i dun wan u to stress urself with no transport at wrk.. cuz i dun wan u to starve! i wanted to buy dinner+water n medicine for u!!
WHY WHY WHY HOW HOW HOW did it mislead u to tink tt way???
its ok if u dun wan mi stay over, dun give mi excuses that i nv inform u b4hand mah.. u used to love mi popping over suddenly.. u used to beg mi to stay overnight there.. now? u beg mmi to go home leh!
in the end, u came hm wif ur fren, had a bathe and went out.. and the last sight i saw of u was u coming in the front door.. and i saw ur cb frens face b4 i walked off..
everybody have a happy relationship, a understanding and doting BF.. ONLI MI.. i understand and dote myself onli.. i pamper myself onli.. i love myself ONLI.. there's nobody for mi to vent my frustrations on.. nobody to lean on.. worst of all.. no bf going out wif mi!!
its been how long since we went out purely just our own world?? not rushing to get hp repaired or running errands?? i realli dunno.. perhaps b4 cny?
even when i msg u to say i've packed everything and gg home alr, i get no reply.. u're bz playing wif ur frens outside..
forget it.. treat it as i made the wrong choice..