i have swollen n puffy eyes.. this morning when i wakie, i looked in a mirror and got a shock, red teary eyes, he saw mi, and asked why! ask urself den! when i reach office, kelly saw mi n asked why, i juz mumbered not enough slp..

ytd after my test, i ran off wif cheryl, actually intending to go home take car n give u a suprise, but........... hais.. following on for the rest of the nite, i dun wanna mention how u treat mi.. i tink u treat my cheryl even better den mi lor.. at least ur talk leh, mi leh, nv talk more then 2 sentence with u till this morning.. not even a thank you or appreciation from u, yet i get critism bout my driving skills, once again, U SO PRO IN DRIVING, DEN DRIVE URSELF LAH.. WHY NEED MI ???


i lie down on bed around 1am, any idea wad time i fell aslp? 4.30am! somemore u chose to slp on the sofa lor! den ask mi come for wad! slp alone or smell ur bed? i tink i teared too excessively for 4hr plus till my eyes like goldfish today.. and all the way thru, u nv care at all.. u juz came in n scold mi, force mi to slp.. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SLP WHEN IM ALONE+SAD+ANGRY???

hais, guys are always farker farkers farkers.. i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate u seriously...


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its amazing how when u're so poor, ppl can still keep saying u're very rich very rich.. this applies to mi n him.. many times, we were damn broke with a few dollars, we tell ppl, they LOL LOL, dun bluff lah, u so rich..

I DUN LIKE IT AT ALL LOR... if so rich, den y muz we claim we're poor, poor means poor lah, rich means rich lah! very good to show off meh.. HAIS..

if it's because of the things we own tt leads to ppl tinking we're rich, its wrong again.. cuz it brought wif hard earned money.. a mth of hard working pay.. i tink we deserve that pamperation after all the efforts paid off.. i know i know, no $$ den dun keep buying this ex stuffs lah, but i oso not say every mth buy arh, i buy 1 bag once a yr, got wrong meh..

my pay could be little, could be less den ppl out there, thats why it dries off so fast.. FYI, i dun buy cutie girly stuffs, buy liquor, waste on cab, onli occassionally, i dun buy clothes often.. especially given my current size, all the more i wun wanna buy.. i spend it on bills, summons, car installment, petrol, daily meals n transport.. all essential needs mah.. DEN WHY ARE WE MISTAKEN? seriously, i dun like it, i believe same goes to him, cuz he always complains to mi bout his frens this action too!

im still having bad mood today, DO NOT PROVOKE MI