Tuesday, September 30, 2008 9:39 AM

hmm.. browsing thru my contacts in my hp, i suddenly realized im out of place.. no longer in the hearts of my closest.. be it guys or gers.. we'v all drift.. is it becuz we're bz? or is it becuz of being attached..
my fren commented to mi few days back, got bf liao den forget how to dress up, how to maintain.. i thought for a long time.. yeah, maybe that's the reason why.. i realli dunno how to dress up anymore.. let alone shop for nice clothes.. or dress up everytime im gg out..
it could oso be a phobia against u.. cuz u seem to have alot of comment on the clothes i buy, the shoes i bought, the tings i like.. that's why i dun dare to buy things at all... i noe my closet is overloading with lots of new n unworn ex clothes, and i feel ashamed to wear them, as i have no more figure and im afraid of ur unwanted comments..
so frens, pardon mi if im always wearing t-shirt n shorts.. i guess i have a new illness..
hais.. thinking back, i used to be so so vain.. everytime there's an outing, i would nv fail to buy new clothes juz to wear on tt occasion.. everytime there's an occasion, i would nv nv fail to go for a facial, trim brows, and do my nails, juz for tt day out wif frens..
now, i dun do nails anymore.. onli when im free, i do some diy nails painting.. i dun do facial anymore. i do save-time mask at home.. i dun go salon do my hair.. i diy dye at home.. i dun shop for clothes, i wear same t-shirts over n over again.. my clothes are all overworn.. i am so sad!