hais, im feeling 
how and why did everything turn out to be like this? i am not even wrong.. u wan morning call i give on the dot, u wan slp, i let u slp.. u dun wan talk, i hang up.. u nv msg mi for like soooo long, i forget.. and i still call n msg u everyday irregardless of no calls and msgs from u.. i act like everything is all right.. all the bads, i try to forget.. yet everyday i go to bed consoling myself that u're just tired..
hais.. ytd i was in so much pain, feeling so weak, sick.. wanting to vomit, cant vomit.. giddy and i tink gastric pain was attacking mi.. yet, i continue to wrk just for that $$ becuz i wanted to save and buy a bday present for u.. and yet, u scold mi 'gian' for this $$..
u say u everyday so tired, i nv care.. have u ever cared bout my '7am-12am' job for the past month? whether i have enough slp anot? the time slot for ur prac lessons can be changed leh.. u chose all those stupid slots which u tink u cannot wake up on time and blame it on mi!! say wad nobody give u morning call.. I CALL U EVERY MORNING AND U ATTITUDE MI WAN MI HANG DE LEH.. my working time cannot be changed ok.. and i have no leave to take leh! WHY I NV BLAME ON U LEH.. i work so much cuz i need to survive, to buy the tings i and u like, to pay my bills and THE HIGH INSTALLMENTS FOR OUR CAR.. WALAO u dun understand! u tink ur $$ can last u a lifetime arh.. F U LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I HATE EVERYTING LAH.. EVERYTING SUCKS LAH..
at wrk i get ppl teasing, laughing at mi so young so fat so this so that. yet i act cool all bout it.. i pretended i din care.. at home, where i wan some peace, u give mi attitude, scold mi.. i have been tolerating this for a month.. any longer.. i dunno................
it's been so long since i felt happy..